We yar Kinda Mm..I Dun Noe..But..Well..Uhmm.=P

Our Conversation in Facebook:

Melodie Lim-Ngiam

haha. miss you loads too=) gossh. i miss the other sapphires too wei. i havent had time to chat with any of them =( saads. just went out with joanna and familyy =)

Edwin Tay
Miss me??Haha..I'm oso one of the Sapphires wey..=P

Melodie Lim-Ngiam
yes. hahaha. ofcourse you too =) make sure all of you misses me too^^ hahaaah

Dylan Lim
:D edwin, how can we not miss you, youre da co-leader!! da powerful choleric :D

Edwin Tay
Melodie>Eh..Yes I do!Hehe..Sms u sumtimes nv reply oso..haha=(.Haha

Edwin Tay
Dylan>Haha..Lol.Miss u guys too!I wonder how other sapphires are doing..Mm..We kinda lost contact huh..=PWhat happen to us??Hehe..

Melodie Lim-Ngiam
waitt. did you? cant remember. sorrrrrry! sorrry! cus sometimes i hav no credit lars =( i seldom top up. haha save moneey ^^

Dylan Lim
hahahaa..melodie, jahat nee..:D nvm, sometimes oso im out of credit..well, reuben and joyce are doing fine, they're pretty active online..melodie and joanna, seems to be okay :Draymond and justin seem really busy..so i dont really get to talk to them..siew ming too..seraphina mysteriously disappeared from the internet..reuben said she got banned from the com..... Read Moreand..anna seems to be studying hard..she hasnt even approved my friend request =\

Edwin Tay
Melodie>Haha..It's alrite larx..Saving money??Oops..Sumbody gotta get M******..Haha..Undstood.=P

Dylan Lim
haha mel!! didnt tell me?!?!

Melodie Lim-Ngiam
ooooohss. i see joanna and justin all the time XD owh yea! have to tell you guys! you noe waat , my msn contacts are all gonee! my msn is like friendles T.T did you block meee? =( wait i dont think so laars.ahah edwin, yea i get it saving money for getting married eyhh, haha, no lars just saving money? haha

Edwin Tay
Dylan>Sharp eyes huh..=P

Melodie Lim-Ngiam
even if i am getting married, get married with whooo lar? ahah. no one too marrrry.

Edwin Tay
Dylan>Where's me in ur msg??T.T

Edwin Tay
Melodie>So bad nv invite me pun?!Hehe..

Melodie Lim-Ngiam
hahaha. your not in his msg cus the msgs for you lar! hahah. invite you for wat edwin?

Dylan Lim
edwin : hahaha, you're right here on my wall :Pjo : aww..get married to someone sweet =D he'll come soon!!

Edwin Tay
Ur W****** lorx..hehe.Haha sure HE will come soon!

Edwin Tay
Everyone seems very busy huh..INcluding me!=P

Dylan Lim
hahahahaa..well not really..im slacking..playing whatever's on fb..:D..

Edwin Tay
Haha..Tats sign of busy oso wat..=P

Joyce Tan Jl
...................................My goodnesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss~From missing to marriage to being bz??????

Dylan Lim
we're a messed up batch, we are :P

Edwin Tay
Haha..Good good.=P

Our little Conversation in Facebook has already made us missing you guys..

I really wonder what u guys are doing..Remember we said we Must Keep in contact?

What happen?Hehe..Busy busy busy..But Plz dun forget anyone of us k?

Love you guys. Miss you guys. Try and say sumthing at least.=P.

Take Care guys!

HelloOo0O..U TheRe??

EMO-NESS

Sometimes we really are in bad mood.Frustration.Anger.Fed up-ness.

All of the above would lead to EMO-NESS ..

The taste of being emo is freaking bad.

You feel alone, nothing you can do, just think whatever that has happened.

Or perhaps ending up crying at a corner or on your bed.

I do not know whether you guys had this kind of experience before.

But I assure you this will be worst feeling you will ever taste.

You are in your own world. Thinking by YOURSELF. Alone.

Inside yourself you are fighting against your feelings, your mind, Satan.

Satan likes polluting your mind and somehow leads you into the state of EMO-NESS.

Although we foolishly eneters the trap of Satan, but we still have the chance to turn back.

Jesus gave us the choice of choosing the right path.

He gave us two choices.Good and Bad.Choose yourself when you are in this state.

Just Remember:

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart,

do not depend on your own understanding.

Seek His will in all you do,

and he will show you which path to take."

Proverbs 3:5-6

I have been into times like this. Everytime. Every single problem I face would lead to Emo-ness.

It's hard to go against your feelings but we have to try.

Try hard. Don't give up. Speaking to you all and me as well.=P

Whenever you are in state of this, God will bw with you. Coz He's in your heart!!

jesus loves me this i know.. for the bible tells me so (;

dont ask me whats the title all about xD

aiyo..
i should have gone for the BK quiz in SMK assunta. but eventhough i go, the main reason isnt for the test, its so that i can see DYLAN. last minute, two days before the quiz, my teacher asked me whether im interested in taking part. n there was only 2days for me to memorize acts1-10. i doubt i could do it n its only 2days. so last minute. so i decided not to take the quiz. if only i went, i could have seen Dylan. *slaps myself* miss him like crazee. i miss all of you lyk crazee. each time i come into this blog, i just feel so at home, happyy, n suddenly this feeling comes. a im-so-desperate-to-see-all-the-sapphirites feeling. ughh... i wanna meet you guys!!!!!! :D *im going crazsee middle of the night* XD hahaha. its just some random post. i hope reading this will just put a smile on your face, n you'll go. "hahah. Joanna :P" lol. byes ya'll!!

goodnights. hope you have a happy week ahead (;

Visited

Just yesterday i saw Justin at the BKquiz09'!! Why didn't i see you guys there???

I saw alot of camp commanders too, but didn't find Anna..=(

What happened? haha. =[

Tiring

Is being a Christian tiring? I can imagine so..
With all those expectations held up by people, its never easy to uphold a fierce battle
Especially when the prince of this world is our enemy.
But then as edwin has said in his earlier post, we make mistakes along this journey
sometimes we get ambushed, trapped, attacked head-on, just to find ourselves stunned,
groaning (or not being able to) over the immense pain that is caused by the strikes of discouragement.
I suppose its easy to just say, "we must hold up the shield of faith, so that the fiery darts of the Tempter are quenched" but we know its never that easy. Day after day we fall into temptation. In fact, i am really tempted not to update this blog =) I've been stretched and strained lately, and sometimes God can seem so, very far away. But we know by faith and by knowledge that He is just by our side..

Hard to believe? He gave us prayer, He gave us hope. I dont suppose we are to throw it all back to Him?

Sigh. I think i'm mostly talking to myself in this post :P Hope you guys can put something mroe meaningful up here..

With love from your brother, Dylan